feels so whenever i’m alone. can’t seem to get a good night’s rest since i returned from taiwan (or maybe way way way before…)
all i need a good rest. from work, from things to do.
i just need to rest my mind.
no worrying, no thinking, no dreaming, no working, no nothing, don’t even need fun right now.
just a piece of blank mind is all i need now…
Can’t get any more worse than it is, trying so hard, I wonder if it’s my incompetence or just purely overloaded.
This month is so depressing, so so depressing I just wanna burst out into tears sometimes at work.
Next week is appraisal, let’s hope I can control my tears.
say eat grass is good!!!!! >=|||||||||||||||||
Ps: ok now grass has become sweet. Wheee
Depressing Monday, depressing Tuesday, depressing Wednesday, depressing Thursday and even depressing Friday.
The change of scope AGAIN, effects this month. Having to do handover, teach and guide a stubborn senior is no easy task. Why don’t pple understand that you should only start to change something after understanding the full process. Change change change, never even think of the impact. i guess, it’s the company’s mgt culture. *rolls eyes*
anyway, i’ve done what i should and can. whether it gets in or not, is not controllable. i should learn to let go, though it’s very much my baby after being at it for 1yr. Though only 1-yr-odd, the changes effected in that 1 yr is like dont-even-mention-it. never failing to stress and squeeze every drop of brain juice in me.
i should be “glad” this is out of my hands, but no, i’ve landed to a very cultured, precise and detailed scope. and that is definitely not my forte. however, this will push me up to another level.
rarrrrrrr. apart from handing over, i’ve to pick up a new area as well, not difficult but many details to note of. Jan’12. has 3PH, and effectively we’ve only 19 work days. 19work days, 9 have been apportioned to year-end close. 4 will be dedicated to auditorrrrssssssssss. great……. 6 days? good luck….
Good thing on this depressing Friday, i’ve girl-buddy to the rescue! otherwise, i’d be stuck in office still.
it’s been a long long long week. i’ve 8more days to seeing bf…
Tango makes distance and time difference much more bearable. Wheee!
is the short 13min but much-needed night run.
the fringe is getting in the way and needs some snipping to kick-start the new year…
i realise, elaborated, happening events are fun, but it is of lesser importance so long as the people around are the right ones…
happy new year folks!
2011 NY resolution was to have a Girl’s Room. it was ok until i returned from Taipei!!!
so 2012, I’ll continue to keep that as one of my resolutions. and to stop wishing i’m someone else! Someone would have wished they were me, so love my life and work to make it better!
abrupt and disorganized post, coz it’s 2am. have yet to recover from my trip & OT OT OT OT.
Do we reap what we sow, or are we supposed to give unconditionally…
What happens if you feel you’re putting more than the other, stop or just do it?
tis e season to be fatty, fatty bom bom bom bom bom bom bom.
wails at that!!
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